So change is a scary thing. even when its not written in massive black letter and looking like its about to attack you. but now that i’m facing it, now that its creeping up on me, slowly but surely, i am trying to be brave and face it head on. i will do what i must to keep moving forward. i will not trade challenging myself for comfort. i will not be afraid of making new friends simply because i don’t want to leave people behind. i will not be afraid to send out my resume. i will not be afraid to check the box that says “yes, i would even consider working in the South” (well maybe a little afraid, but at least they have cute accents).

So maybe I am afraid, and maybe I’m supposed to be. Maybe life is moving past the fear and towards something better. Maybe I won’t even after move at all because my luck will jsut change. But given the week I’m having (yes, I am aware that it is only Monday), I am not going to hold my breath.

So here’s to moving forward, and bringing some pretty great experiences and new people with me.

ps. tadou says hi.